tonight

i am sleeping in my bed.


wish me luck

i'm surprised how we fit together and that I will remember...

dude, where's my mom?

zoltan! [11:36 AM]:
i don't like it when ppl are telling me how to live my life

zoltan![11:36 AM]:
or that they think they have a right to know

zoltan! [11:45 AM]:
my mom thinks she has the right to tell me to bring her grandchild to her house without (son's name)'s mom cause she still doesn't approve of her. Like WTF.. why should i do all the ass kissing if she won't even meet me half way and come over to my house to see her grandchild

zoltan![11:45 AM]:
i would never treat my kids like that

ishmael [11:46 AM]:
did you tell her to fuck off?

zoltan![11:47 AM]:
ya indirectly... i told her she is more then welcome to come to my house to see (son's name) but i will not be the first to bring him to their house

zoltan! [11:47 AM]:
she bascially said she won't be coming over so i'm told her its her loss not mine

ishmael [11:47 AM]:
i think the words 'fuck off' will rectify any lingering suspicions she has on your stance and determination

tombstone blues. the fembots

From the chill of the morning to the chill of the grave
I carry a gun at my side
My love was beauty and my love was blind
And my love was struck down by my foolish pride

Faint as an echo forbidden to fade
I'm haunted and haunting the words that you said

Cast off your tombstone, rest there no more
Give shape to the shadows that darken my door
Come down from the hillside and take up your place
Put back the colours that fell from your face

Won't you put back the colours that fell from your face

riley & sunset

three kinds of yes

three kinds of yes today and all i
know right now
is sun is setting. not that it bothers me,


but the census lady came by
the other day

'first name?'

a.r.t.i.c.u.l.a.t.e.d.

'last name?'

r.e.p.e.a.t.

'do you have and dogs or cats?'

s.a.d.l.y.n.o............






i wish i was a wolf cub. urbanite canis familiaris
howling and acceptable.

under the ink black sheath of
arctic under growth accessibility


to pacts and tribunal
ascension to an extension of my
littered awareness in karma

e.e.