the turn my hart took for the worse

Monday, June 15, 2009

tungsten flash points times the power of now

blackened by weather. nothing but blue skies, and only this clear sense
of emulated retardation. quattro anno retained all the best parts
of the jettisoned
and now it's quarter past 4. turn left and the lights come...

on!

she wishes i wished that their wants were somewhat less
acerbic. mom's called today - had their say about 5 weeks ago, and now it's time for fosterer's
and forgetfulness.

'so you dont want anyone to know where you live.'

statement.

nothing to talk to about. bad dates.
worse timing.
slum around the old neighborhood looking
for flattened lincoln's and flattering
rememberances of happiness and flipped stomachs
never going inside to avoid recycling the one love all need to


avoid lest we
see it's
wrong to want something that's happy


without





knowing how or why. eye's that close
and hands that crush


she talks in her sleep and i cannot help dying when she says my name.

symmetry


shouldn't be afraid of the lost half inch of height and depth and breadth.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

howl

i'm having a hard time recognizing myself

cant smoke, cant fight, cant stop

open wounds &
broken fate. gush . as in gutteral. the locals pearl and compare on the concave. seven
kilometers of scenery and a life of happy memories. before the foreclosure.


spots. bugs. exo-skeletal remains of homogeny and i'm leaving for good.
i spent 15 dollahs and 5 people to be this happy. abandoned plans, and new adventure. bombay.



amyotrophic lateral thinking pattterns and i dont care where she's from.


who knew.


dont.you.worry.about.a.thing.

Monday, June 1, 2009

names.

un~abbreviated. en francais it remains the same.
dirty kats and talking dogs. they dont mind
each other,
but there's no real dialogue.

living in bars. waiting for patience.
bruises will heal
face smash happiness times.
empire!

so softly it goes! polymath striation fevers
and the need to
focus detrackts from
whats really going on here.


en francais, it is reprised. a trip to the country
being entirely in order.